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featherxquill) wrote2005-03-05 01:17 am
featherxquill) wrote2005-03-05 01:17 am
Okay
Okay, I'm going to post this here because I've always found confession to be a good way of motivating onesself.
I need to lose some goddam weight. I lost a LOT, ages ago, but it's all back on again. Continual bloody battle.
But I need to get serious. I need to start today, not 'tomorrow', as I always tell myself. It's 1:18am, so I guess I'm starting today. Since it's already today.
I don't fit into any of my clothes, or I look like a whale in them. It's not good. It's not healthy. Ihave a sore back. I wonder if that has something to do with the extra fat I'm carrying around. I'm 170cm tall, and in the morning I am going to weigh myself and measure myself and write it in this journal. Online. No matter how embarassed by it I am.
Perhaps then I'll do something about it.
Let me know you're watching me. It will help.
I need to lose some goddam weight. I lost a LOT, ages ago, but it's all back on again. Continual bloody battle.
But I need to get serious. I need to start today, not 'tomorrow', as I always tell myself. It's 1:18am, so I guess I'm starting today. Since it's already today.
I don't fit into any of my clothes, or I look like a whale in them. It's not good. It's not healthy. Ihave a sore back. I wonder if that has something to do with the extra fat I'm carrying around. I'm 170cm tall, and in the morning I am going to weigh myself and measure myself and write it in this journal. Online. No matter how embarassed by it I am.
Perhaps then I'll do something about it.
Let me know you're watching me. It will help.
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