Media Writing - oh god

I just did the exercise for my media class tomorrow and it feels like I tore out a part of my soul. I have no idea how I'm going to read this tomorrow, or let other people read it.

Write about someone you love. Be honest and detailed.

The events in this happened in the last two weeks, and it hurts to put it down, but it needed to come out. I'm crying like a baby still. Only just finished it.

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