In which Feather Quill humiliates herself completely

[featherxquill]

ledevinemarquis and sir_broodalot made me do it.

I have been writing porn since I was twelve. Unfortunately, when I was 12 I did not have the internet to post it to. So apparently, I am going to ignore that blessing and post it now, so you can all point and laugh.

What the fuck am I thinking?



It all started with Barbies. I was five and I vowed to myself that I was going to have a body like that. So from five onwards I was bolemic.
I am now 20 years old, I take heroine and I am a whore. I am now armed with a super pack of condoms and a needle on the side of the road. Its five degrees in winter, I’m wearing my only possesion, a pair of boots, a mini-mini skirt, a crop top and feather scarf and a posh hat. Plus my only rememberence of my family, a gold locket with a picture of my mum and dad inside it.
You see my mum and dad said the would have nothing to do with me after they found out I was on drugs.
A scruffy man in a dirty white ute pulled up beside me.
“Get the fuck in you worthless piece of shit, I want a screw.”
I reluctantly climbed into the car.
“How much do you charge?” he asked as he was driving.
“10 an hour, with a condom. 20 without.”
“I’d rather pay the extra 10.” He said.
Now we were going through the back streets when he turned off the engine, turned around and started to feel my Breasts.
“5 extra for foreplay,” I said, pushing his hand away.
“Done.” He grumbled, an resumed feeling my breasts. This reaching inside my bra to play with the hard nipples.
With a moan of frustration, I unclipped my crop top from the back, letting it fall forward, exposing my D sized breasts. He started to suck and lick them. I moaned as I undid the buttons on his shirt. He then undid the zip on the back of my mini-mini skirt, pulling it down, then peckind at my lace underwear with chubby fingers.
I undid his fky then he pushed my shoulders down forcing me to suck his cock. It sprang up in reply. I came back up to his lips as I kissed him he stuck it in, thrusting it in and out of the open hole, welcoming him with every return.
Soon it was over and I injected myself with more heroine, and continued on in search of another man to screw.



*Runs and hides*

Comments

[ciara-belle.livejournal.com]

*can't say anything*

*laughing too hard*

Sorry, dude, but man....

I'm so glad I never kept a journal as a kid!

[ledivinemarquis.livejournal.com]

*shows up* hey hey, come here. Now that you posted it, face us.

I do not think that one should be ashamed by writting porn. Ok, 12 is quite soone but, you seem to have grow quite sane so, np lol *pokes ;)

[nema-rasa.livejournal.com]

Oh, that's the most adorable tripe! I love you for posting this. Very few people would dare.

You've made me want to dig up my oldest fics to have a look at now. Maybe you'll start a trend of masochistic nostalgia.

[beatricepeabody.livejournal.com]

Wow..... that was bad.

Not as bad as some of the shit I wrote when I was twelve, but pretty bad.

I admire your courage, as well as your improvement as a writer.

[potterpants.livejournal.com]

*dies*

HAHA wow :O that was crap :P LOL! aww how cute though! :P

♥

[corvus-coronis.livejournal.com]

ahhh, those Barbies. They seem like such innocent looking things, but in no time at all it's a dead-end alley & a chubby-fingered man in a ute *g* - thanks for being so brave, though - I remember when my sister went through a Shaun Hutson phase when she was 12, and gave me a (mercifully short) S.H fanfic about slugs to read at a genteel literary group ...

Anyway, you may have come across something Here (http://au.geocities.com/moropus/gall/BigZ.doc) (word document) that I wrote when I was the same age. The only reason why it seems so innocent is that, when I was writing it, I decided to cut out the bits with the baby-killing scenes & when David spied on the Zoolooka Goat mating-gardens: it got a lot worse from there, believe me.